Sometimes I think about who I was, things I did and I feel so different from the person I use to be. Its weird to think about the way i felt. the things i thought. how i acted. I feel a lot of remorse for it sometimes. but I guess I am able to forgive easier because of it. because I can only be thankful for all the forgiveness i've been given. I can only go forward in Christ, steadfast in him and his truth. to keep going. I'm sorry for the example I was then. but i have to believe that the light thats with in me, the light that I chose, shines brighter and to more people then the dark i ever had did. Its about healing the wound. but leaving the scar, staying humble because of Gods grace and mercy something I was given when i didn't even deserve it.