Wednesday, December 22, 2010


growing, growing, growing.

we each have something to learn, everyday.
some people learn fast.
some people learn a little slower.
neither is wrong.
there are no mistakes.
life is life. it is.
its life. it just is.
You were a born a baby. you are enough.
you cried. you are still enough
you grew to a toddler, you are enough.
you disobeyed, you are still enough.
you grew more. everyday. every. day. you are enough.
every day you are enough.
you made mistakes. you are enough.
you made them again. you are enough.
you learned, you are enough.
you are the same person as that baby that was a baby and was enough then, you are enough now.
now believe it.
we all have things to learn. I hope we can all be taught the way that helps us learn the fastest. and i hope we can do things to remind us of what we have learned so we don't forget and need to learn it again.
sometimes things happen that you wish didn't but they did. If you dream hard enough you cant change what has already happened. maybe you wish it didn't happen, maybe your having a hard time moving on. but even if that's the case you are still enough. doesn't matter how long you think about it. it doesn't matter how long you dwell on it. you will learn. but you do already know. try to remember and just believe you are enough. say it say it say it. until you know it know it know it. because whether you believe it or not, you are enough.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

It is or it isn't.

I doesn't believe in coincidences why should I? I have a God who is aware of me, my needs and every aspect of my life. Do I understand how he could, or even does do it. How he's so aware of me. Not even just me every other spirit child he has created. No. of course I have not a clue. but I have faith. Have I wondered if he is even paying any attention, yes.
but, Each day I would like to doubt a little less and know a little more.
So I choose to not believe in 'coincidences'. I have trust. I have hope. I have Faith, that my life is how it should be. I am living the plan he has for me. I am the plan he has for me. Do I see someone else's life and think that should be me, I should have that. Do I think it should be different, sometimes do. But I feel like that must be just part of growing as a human being. Learning to not compare just love. love and trust that as you do good you choose whats right for you. You have the life you are destined to have. You have everything you have ever wanted, and you can have anything you want now. You are evolving changing growing learning trusting going and doing.
God is God.
God created me.
God created it all.
There mere thought of his power and hand in my life gives me so much hope. so much comfort. so much peace. I choose to feel that way. I have faith in his awareness of my life.
He loves me. I love him.